tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24359606425250870272024-02-07T16:29:52.006+12:00----Happiness is skinniness.----chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.comBlogger55125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-88523602610797730012012-04-18T08:43:00.000+11:302012-04-18T08:43:55.989+11:30I've moved.Hello lovelies :)<br />
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Just to let you know that I've started a new blog:<br />
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<a href="http://skinnywillsaveyoutonight.blogspot.co.uk/">http://skinnywillsaveyoutonight.blogspot.co.uk/</a><br />
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so join me on there and we can catch up :)<br />
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Love you all,<br />
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Chloe xchloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-61861276629979507462012-01-08T19:06:00.000+11:302012-01-08T19:06:21.868+11:30135.8lbs<div style="text-align: center;">Hello lovelies :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yaay.. new follower.. thank you. :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've lost another two and a bit pounds, which I'm quite happy with seeing as I've had a mix up with pills and stuff. Oh, it's a nightmare.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Basically, I read about this fat absorber, LipoBind. It's supposed to be like,<strong> amazing</strong>. So I ordered some and started taking it. It is soooo good for making you feel full when you've only had an apple, I mean, I felt <u>reaaally</u> full.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But it leaves you <strong>totally</strong> constipated. They say that this can be combated by drinking loads of water, but I already drink <em>waaay</em> more than the average person anyway. :/</div><div style="text-align: center;">So I think I've sorted that out with Laxatives. Ducolax.<em> Freakin' amazing</em>. If you are going to take any, take them or Sennakot Max Strength. In my experiance, they are the most<strong> reliable</strong> and <strong>strongest.</strong> :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm experimenting with cooking low calorie <u>yummy</u> things. :) Yesterday, I made some blueberry Bran muffins, which are only 0.3g of fat and 110 calories.. and the muffins are pretty huge :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">I basically adapted a recipie that I found online, but just used sweetener instead of sugar, which knocked off <u>sooo</u> many calories. Just little changes like that brought the calorie content right down.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Update on all things manly:</strong> I an <u>majorly</u> confused about the whole D thing. He texts me <strong>non-stop</strong> which I hate, but I feel rude not texting back. So basically he was with my other close mate A, who said that we would make a <em>'great couple'</em>. He texted me this.. which was <u>so awkward</u>. What do you say to that? But anyway, I will have to see him at college tomorrow..<u>awkward</u>.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The ex, G, is playing on my mind. He was <strong>soooooo</strong> hot but such a dick. I just miss the hotness. It sucks. Again, seeing him for the first time in three weeks on monday :/</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">but I'm waffling on..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Stay skinny lovelies :)</strong></div><div style="text-align: center;">Love Chloe x</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-88025681220989253372012-01-07T09:13:00.000+11:302012-01-07T09:13:10.893+11:30137.8lbs<div align="center">Hello lovelies :)</div><div align="center">I think I ate a lot today.. but it's pretty healthy.</div><div align="center">1 slice of toast with marmite (95)</div><div align="center">Drinks (20)</div><div align="center">Risotto(180)</div><div align="center">x2 alpen light bars (140)</div><div align="center">a kiwi fruit (20)</div><div align="center">A chocolate (mum -_-) (50)</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Total of; 500 calories.</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Mehh.</div><div align="center"><br />
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</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-12299388354500642912012-01-05T10:17:00.001+11:302012-01-05T10:17:31.776+11:30139 pounds.<div style="text-align: center;">I've lost four pounds.. that's a pound a day.. not too bad :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not much to say really, ate a bit more today but did an hour of Zumba on the Wii so its not that awful.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hope everyone is doing well.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">x</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-68109032809288280992012-01-04T11:48:00.000+11:302012-01-04T11:48:45.066+11:30tired.<div style="text-align: center;">I'm so tired.</div><div style="text-align: center;">just not sleeping at the moment.</div><div style="text-align: center;">calorie intake was better today:</div><div style="text-align: center;">drinks (30)</div><div style="text-align: center;">bread (90)</div><div style="text-align: center;">mac and cheese (290)</div><div style="text-align: center;">cucumber (10)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">total= 420 calories.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">that's not too bad. <strike>im hungry though</strike>. it's all in my head.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-3851947518050841382012-01-03T13:47:00.000+11:302012-01-03T13:47:59.868+11:30I just can't get enough.<div style="text-align: center;">This just isn't going well :(</div><div style="text-align: center;">I ate so much today. I'm just sad. Mum is really ill and they don't know whats wrong with her. They think it could be a brain tumour, or the early onset of a stroke. I don't know how<em> </em>I can help her. :/</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm just eating non stop. I took a lot of laxatives earlier so I'm just waiting for them to take effect. At the moment I'm waiting for some more laxatives and some lipo bind stuff to be delivered, then I will be back on track.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm just really low.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hmm.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-41807176607307168122012-01-02T11:55:00.000+11:302012-01-02T11:55:58.262+11:30Well, that sucked.<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Hello<strong> lovelies :)</strong></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Babylon's Burning...<strong>tune.</strong> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Hope your dieting is going amazing, mine isn't. I failed on the first day. My mum is such a <strike>good</strike> persuader- thingy. I got up at 1pm (Heavy night.. New Years Eve!) and thought I was going to be healthy. I weighed myself in at 142.6lbs. Ouch. To make some excuses, I am on my period and I haven't had a laxative in God knows how long. Also, I'm still full of alcohol ( as I said it was a heavy night!)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I went downstairs and had scrambled egg (66) on brown bread (70) with some ketchup (18) and some water (0). I was doing so well. Then mum had to come in. Her reasoning was that it's a sunday today so I should really start on monday. And I was so hungover. I just wanted some chips. So I ate. And ate a bit more. Then we had a roast tonight. So some chips and a mince pie and a roast and some chocolate cake. I am crapping myself for weigh in tomorrow.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I got such a weird text from a guy called.. lets say T last night. He's a family friend who I have known since I could walk basically. He's 19. So, I got this text at about half past ten that said;</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><em>'What we have is incredible and, when I'm at uni with all those girls all I see is your face!</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><em>I'm trying to get this all off my chest before 2012 and I need you to know that I don't care about anyone else but you. I even see your face during my happy times alone and when I'm with other girls. Please think about being with me and we can surely have something special in 2012. I'm probably going to be at the olympics</em> (he does rowing) <em>and I want you to be by my side every step of the way. xxx'</em></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><strong>Umm.. what?!</strong></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I don't know what to say. I have just never even considered thinking about being anything other than friends with him. I really don't know what to do or say.. we haven't spoken today. There are so many guys on the scene at the minute. Oh, I'm single now by the way! I split up with M, it was too much too fast. I was seeing another guy, G, who was actually AMAZINGLY good looking.. like, the hottest guy I have ever seen in my life. Everyone was so jel. He turned out to be a massive knob though, like the rest of them. Ahh well, I may have taken something of his that he can't exactly get back ;)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Not that I'm a slut or anything, I've just been.. er.. busy :') At the moment I'm sort of seeing this guy called D, and he's lovely :) He is so rich, I went to stay round his house and his bathroom is bigger than my room! It's crazy! But anyway, I went round his and we got very drunk (he has a bar in his room..whoa :P) And we were just sitting on the bed talking. Oh, I forgot to mention he's G's best friend and their families go way back :/ So we were just talking about what a dick G is.. then he was like 'I would never treat someone as amazing as you that way' and then he kissed me. I was in total shock but the alcohol took over. This guy is like, totally screwably hot. So yeah, yanooo.. :P It's fucked my shoulder though, so I can't do the little weights I got for christmas :( So I've been texting him for a while, but he goes to my college with G, so I don't know what the reaction will be when we go back, but I just know shits gonna hit the fan.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Oh, I forgot to say that I'm getting back into Wicca :) I love it, I just feel more at peace with the world when I practice :)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Stay skinny my lovelies! I'm off to read what you've all been up to!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">And the weighloss starts for real tomorrow, I'm on it!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #20124d; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Lots of love Chloe xxxx</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-37027480966390190112011-12-19T12:17:00.002+11:302011-12-19T12:22:22.004+11:30Laziness is ridiculous.<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Hello lovelies :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">I feel that I owe every one of my followers a <strong>huge</strong> apology. I let everyone down, and failed. I'm going to be completley honest and admit that I was too ashamed to post on here, as I was gaining like a bitch. I've put on just under 20lbs and I'm ready to start again. No fucking about this time, <strong>I'm getting to under 100lbs by the end of 2012.</strong></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">My weightloss is starting again at 00:01 on 1st January 2012. A new start. My new Years resolution. I wont fuck up this time. I'm going to do it.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Most of all, I would like to send out a special apology to Lottie. Lottie, I'm so sorry for ignoring your texts and constant support, but I felt like I let you down and I hope you can forgive me.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">So basically, I'm getting my blog ready for the New Year now, so I have time to psych myself up for it. <strong>I am going to do this. I know it.</strong></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Much love girls, hope everyone is doing well!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Lots of love</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Chloe x</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-67664681038860216892011-08-24T09:06:00.001+11:302011-08-24T09:09:11.480+11:30Carry on.<div align="center"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:85%;">Holy Shit.</span></div>
<br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:85%;">I need to start dieting again. I stopped, got lazy. It all started with prom. I wasn't allowed to diet as i wouldn't fit my dress if i did. So I ate. Over the past three months I have gained nearly 10lbs. It's disgusting. I need to sort it out. Seeing everyone elses blogs has made me jealous, not gonna lie. I envy your strength and determination. But I will do the same. I will regain my strength and loose all the weight and more. 100 lbs. </span></div>
<br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:85%;">I want it so badly.</span></div>
<br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:85%;">I will have it.</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-64290974434857040752011-06-10T08:36:00.002+11:302011-06-10T08:40:05.739+11:30the girl with kalidescope eyes. (is a fat bitch)<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">wow.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Too many calories.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">My intake today was beyond ridiculous. Not even funny.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">I worked it out at about 1550.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Ouch.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Got on my bike and the running machine and burnt off about 650 calories I'm guessing.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">So thats still about 900 calories!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">I want to scream.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">And.. mother nature has decided to pay me a visit. Joy.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Off to sulk. -_-</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-34407511035225452352011-06-09T10:16:00.002+11:302011-06-09T10:46:54.999+11:30lucy at the gym, lucy's always at the gym.<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">128.6- new lowest weight!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Just figured out that in order to get to my goal, I will have to loose 0.4 lbs per day. That is so doable if i work hard. :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Today was productive (sarcasm) Have a day off on study leave so just slept the whole day then went on a 6 mile bike ride. :) And my treadmill is fixed! :D</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Calories intake today: 550 calories.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Exercise: 750 (biking, walks and treadmill)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">So net intake: -250 calories.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Wooop! :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Going round my nans tomorrow. She makes me eat. A lot. So I guess there will be a LOT of running and biking tomorrow :(</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Wish me luck!</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-60589512361367983082011-06-08T11:01:00.003+11:302011-06-08T11:08:04.251+11:30Come on skinny love.<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">130 exactly :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">So I'm making progress, it's only a pound or two a day, but if I keep this up then I am well on target for my 120lbs by the 1st july goal :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Had a history and a biology exam today. Ridiculously hard. :( There's this guy, H, who is going out with this girl in my year but she's proper frigid so he doesn't get any, its well sad. Anyway, he keeps coming up to me and being all touchy feely and flirty, it's dead uncomfortable. I reckon he would happily tash on given the chance.. AWKWARD.. :/</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">So I went for such a long walk around my town today, it was like 10 miles. There was this weird chinease guy that followed me for like, half of the walk. It was dead creepy. I actually thought i was going to die as I was walking through this really deserted part of town.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Went to the library as well. My god, it's cracking for thinspo! There was this young girl working in the library. She was wearing just like a tshirt and skinnies but her body was like, exactly what I'm aiming for, she was sooo skinny! I must have looked like a right perv staring lol!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Anyways, back to more revision! </span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Stay skinny girlies!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Chloe x</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-41149344281508037822011-06-07T08:33:00.002+11:302011-06-07T08:39:06.269+11:30DIY Thinspo.<div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIcjyRvIQvoIPZs64-HEYh2uyTjF55Dw9ZlLhrSSUtadMchMQGz0UL4nIFL3pquOcsrGDHfGgQlsz5P5CYNPjvQv3DMET07khFUI3MmzLBtBv2GRr-Ao0LQmEW2dzGeZKKd75TszgQe8c/s1600/81lbs.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5615216185597121378" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIcjyRvIQvoIPZs64-HEYh2uyTjF55Dw9ZlLhrSSUtadMchMQGz0UL4nIFL3pquOcsrGDHfGgQlsz5P5CYNPjvQv3DMET07khFUI3MmzLBtBv2GRr-Ao0LQmEW2dzGeZKKd75TszgQe8c/s400/81lbs.jpg" /></a> Apparently, this is what I will look like at 91lbs according to a weight loss mirror.</div><br /><div align="center">Not too bad. :/</div><br /><div align="center">Today was kind of productive. My treadmill is broken and I have ocd so I hate working out without knowing exactly how many calories I have burned off.</div><br /><div align="center">My intake today was about 650.. then I went for a few walks and did my stomach and arm exercises.</div><br /><div align="center">Hopefully better tomorrow :)</div><br /><div align="center">Oh, and I had my maths GCSE today, it sucked dick. :/</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Stay skinny!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Love Chloe x<br /></div><br /><div align="center"></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-53758411539344815442011-06-06T09:44:00.002+11:302011-06-06T09:47:11.769+11:30Let's not mess about here..<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Hello lovelies :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">No more messing about, my weight is going <strong>down, not up.</strong> I have been up at the hospital most of this week, my boyfriend's brother fell off his bike and cracked his skull and has swelling of the brain. He's going to pull through :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">My weight is now 133.5, which is ridiculous. I have to be 120 by july. I will do this.</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-77343359681181832762011-05-25T17:21:00.001+11:302011-05-25T17:24:12.804+11:30129.8<div align="center">Hello lovelies :)</div><br /><div align="center">Just a quick one before i go to school!</div><br /><div align="center">Basically, I am so happy that even throughout exams I am still able to loose weight!</div><br /><div align="center">And I was so weak and had a piece of cake yesterday.. M's birthday :( But 129.8.... woooooo!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Hope everyone is doing really well!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Love Chloe x</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-25973365641369858692011-05-17T08:05:00.004+11:302011-05-17T08:45:22.247+11:30i'm baack :)<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">hello lovelies :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Sorry I haven't been blogging for a while, had an episode with depression.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Weight has been a bit mehh. :/</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Today I ate..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">1 slice of ww toast and marmite (60 cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Alpen light bar (70 cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">1 slice ww toast and egg (130 cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">sugar free ornage jelly (100 calories)</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Minus 250 calories for an hour walk.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Total= 110 calories.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Woo :)</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">I weigh 134 exactly at the moment.. it's gone up :(</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Ahh well, back on track now!</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Had two GCSEs today, were both fuck hard! Ahh well.. lie in tomorrow :)</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Love you, stay skinny!</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Chloe x</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-20661645825164757772011-05-11T11:24:00.002+11:302011-05-11T11:26:57.175+11:30.<span style="font-size:85%;">I want to die.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">The pain hurts so much. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I want to die.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I can't talk to anyone else, they are all against me.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I almost don't want anyone else to read this, but i have to get it all out.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">My body aches with hurt.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Broke up with M today.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Just added to the pain.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">There are pills next to my bed.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">64.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">paracetemol.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">A bottle of whiskey in my drawer.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">A full bottle.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Should I take them?</span><br />If yes, then bye my loves, you almost kept me sane.<br />almost.chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-90185055718955093912011-05-10T04:30:00.002+11:302011-05-10T04:35:30.208+11:30End of Art!<div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Hello lovelies! :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">I don't know if I gained today, I couldn't 'go', so I didn't bother weighing myself. :(</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">End of my art GCSE today! I think I have got an A* based on everything else! :D</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Today's eating was so-so.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Breakfast: Toast and marmite (80cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Lunch: An alpen bar and a bit (90 cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Dinner: A bagel and eggs (376 cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Also, a bit of a doughnut (forced) (10 cals)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">Total: 556 calories.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;">FAIL.</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-17018122377499971452011-05-09T08:41:00.003+11:302011-05-09T08:48:35.805+11:30<div align="center"><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Self-control is the quality that distinguishes the fittest to survuive- George Bernard Shaw.</span></em></div><br /><div align="center"><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Hello Lovelies!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Hope everyone's weightloss is going okay, mine is not too bad for once!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">i took faaaarrrrr too many laxatives last night, and was on the toilet ALL last night. No jokes. it was painful.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">But yeah, woke up and weighed myself to find i was 134.4 lbs. Thats not too bad :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Today was a horrible eating day.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">I went to go and see my brand new baby cousin. She is actually adorable! But yeah, my auntie L cooks for a small army. it's ridiculous. I am one of those people that hates to seem ungrateful for what someone has spend time making for me. First, she brought out these little cracker things with houmus and cucumber on them. Tasty but fattening! So I had to have two of them. :(</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Then we had lunch. She made me pasta with a cheesy sauce. It was gross and made me feel sick, but i still ate half of it to please her. :/</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">THEN....I know right!.. we had a mixed fruit pie. I kind of nibbled at it at first, but then realised that everyone was looking at me. So i think I've gained today :(</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Ahh well, there's always tomorrow! :)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Love you all, stay strong!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Chloe x</span></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-28695617932224809522011-05-07T06:08:00.003+11:302011-05-07T11:47:40.035+11:30136.4<div align="center">Hello lovelies :)</div><br /><br /><div align="center">Well.. today wasn't very productive..</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Breakfast</strong>: marmite and toast (80-the toast is weightwatchers)</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Lunch</strong>: Half my normal scrambled eggs on toast (160-mum was watching)</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Dinner</strong>: half a cereal bowl of pasta and quorn mince (250)</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Exercise:</strong> 3 mile walk (-250)</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center">So my total calorie intake for today is <strong>240.</strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong></strong></div><br /><br /><div align="center">wow, maybe it was a bit! :)</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center">I felt like shit this morning.. so I slept until 9 instead of 6.</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center">Went into school.... had scrambled eggs before i went in so popped a couple of laxatives before i went..</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center">Went for a run tonight, got halfway through and felt the laxatives starting to work.. my god i have never ran so fast!</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center">Keep skinny my girls!</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center">Chloe x</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>------EDIT------</strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong></strong></div><br /><div align="center">oh my gosh i have just stumbled across the most disturbing blog ever. It made me actually want to throw up!</div><br /><div align="center">It's like, fatblog or something.. on tips for how to GAIN weight.. it's gross.</div><br /><div align="center"></div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-9504927225182943552011-05-06T07:51:00.002+11:302011-05-06T07:56:44.476+11:30Every little thing, is gonna be alright.<div align="center">Hello lovelies :)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Today hasn't been too bad. I went to see a play last night for my english exam, and didn't get back till half 1 :(</div><br /><div align="center">In the middle of my art exam at the moment, but the teacher sent me home cos I look 'ill'. Ahh well, sleep!</div><br /><div align="center">Calorie intake today..</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Breakfast</strong>: Toast and marmite (115 calories)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Lunch</strong>: Half an Alpen Light bar (30 calories)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Dinner</strong>: Scrambled eggs and toast (330 calories)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Total= 470 calories</strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong></strong></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">So not too bad :) I weighed myself just now, and after all that food I'm 137.4 which means I have lost a fair amount of weight :) I am slowly doing better, just need to cut down on dinner calories!</div><br /><div align="center">Good luck with the weightloss girls! Look forward to catching up on all your blogs now.. </div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Stay skinny!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Love Chloe x</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-76304295659847783602011-05-04T06:47:00.002+11:302011-05-04T06:55:45.315+11:30Bleurgh.<div align="center">That just about sums it up. </div><br /><div align="center">I have no idea how I did today.. lets tot it up! -_-</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Breakfast:</strong> a piece of toast and a teeeeeeny bit of marmite. </div><br /><div align="center">a bit of apple juice. (130)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Lunch: </strong>Less than a quarter of a bit of bread, some sweetcorn and some lettuce (50)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Dinner:</strong> Mum was watching so I had scrambled eggs on unbuttered toast with ketchup. (350)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Snacks:</strong> a bite of L's doughnut. (10)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong>Total= 540 calories.</strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong></strong></div><br /><div align="center">However, I walk a mile to and from the station to school, and do a lot of walking up and down stairs and around school in general.</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">I think that takes off about 200 maybe.</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">So not such a bad day I guess.. I will do better tomorrow though!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Peace out, stay thin girls!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Chloe x</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-77958080895118555832011-05-03T07:39:00.002+11:302011-05-03T07:42:05.369+11:30failblog.<div align="center">Wow. I am so ashamed of myself that I couldn't even face posting on here.</div><br /><div align="center">I ate a lot.</div><br /><div align="center">I can't believe I was 137 just four days ago! I'm now hovering between 140-142 lbs.</div><br /><div align="center">Stupid, fat bitch.</div><br /><div align="center">So basically, it was all going so well. I was only eating a few hundred calories a day. Loosing a lot.</div><br /><div align="center">Then my fucking boyfriend came round.</div><br /><div align="center">He makes me eat. He told my mum I'm not eating. She made me it. it was tragic. I can't believe he would betray me like that and THEN stuff me until I felt sick.</div><br /><div align="center">I haven't even done any exercise since friday.</div><br /><div align="center">Right, as of tomorrow I am not eating.</div><br /><div align="center">That's final.</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-55541282440121138482011-04-28T09:39:00.002+11:302011-04-28T09:50:10.647+11:30Out of depression :)<div align="center">God, today was good!</div><br /><div align="center">I'm finally out of my bout of depression. That was a tough ride, but I'm so proud I didn't self harm or anything :) :) :)</div><br /><div align="center">I weigh 139.6! Finally! outta the 140's! Buzzing!</div><br /><div align="center">Went into Cambridge today, it was really good. Bought some TINY size 8 shorts from Jack Wills (the sizing there is ridiculously small!) so those are my next inspiration seeing as I can now fit into my size 10 jeans! :D</div><br /><div align="center">Went into Next (a department store!) to see my cousin, W. He is so lovely, it was great to see him :)</div><br /><div align="center">Anyways, when I was talking to him, I looked away for a second and I saw this guy called Dan, who left my school last year. he is 19 and absolutley LUSH. Mmmmmm.. so yahh, he was grinning away at me. I could feel my cheeks burning, it was so embarassing! I'm talking to him on Facebook right now.. Ahhh.. I so would!</div><br /><div align="center">Right, food-wise today I didn't do too badly. I started off with half a cup of hot chocolate (25 calories). Then I went into Cambridge with mum and she insisted on me having a scone with butter!!!! so that kinda ruined things, at 145 calories. but thankfully, apart from two cups of tea, I resisted anything else :)</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">So today's calorie intake was 170.</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Not too shabby.</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Ooo...got to dash, Dan is buzzing me on msn! :D</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Love you pretties, stay skinny!</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">Chloe x</div>chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2435960642525087027.post-88194759468673727982011-04-25T09:18:00.002+11:302011-04-25T09:25:17.241+11:30untitled.FML> thats all I have to say.<br />My depression is so bad at the moment, I was thinking about suicide again earlier. It would just be so much better than living. And it would be so easy.<br />We have loads of guns in our house, and I know exactly where the keys and the bullets are. Shotgun straight to the head. Simple. Blood and bits of my brain splattered all over the wall. and I would feel <strong>nothing.</strong> Bliss.<br />Today was crap. Went up to the Rugby Club. My little brother was training and having end of season awards. Ran into my ex, Joe. It wasn't too awkward. He is such a player that we just flirt the whole time we are with eachother. So yeah, bit of flirty banter flying about.<br />I ate like a fucking pig today. I skipped breakfast. Then, at the awards part, they laid out a huge spread of food. :(<br /><br />2 triangles of cheese sandwiches.<br />a bit of pasta and rice.<br />Some cheesy balls.<br />Some carrot and dip.<br />2 slices of rocky road.<br /><br />Wow.. that is like, a zillion calories :(<br /><br />Then, instead of being a good girl and working it all off, my depression made me so sleepy that I just went straight to bed. Good one. -_-<br /><br />For dinner I had porridge.<br /><br />FML.chloe.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10189295769870154426noreply@blogger.com0