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I want to die.
The pain hurts so much.
I want to die.
I can't talk to anyone else, they are all against me.
I almost don't want anyone else to read this, but i have to get it all out.
My body aches with hurt.
Broke up with M today.
Just added to the pain.
There are pills next to my bed.
64.
paracetemol.
A bottle of whiskey in my drawer.
A full bottle.
Should I take them?
If yes, then bye my loves, you almost kept me sane.
almost.