Wow. I am so ashamed of myself that I couldn't even face posting on here.
I ate a lot.
I can't believe I was 137 just four days ago! I'm now hovering between 140-142 lbs.
Stupid, fat bitch.
So basically, it was all going so well. I was only eating a few hundred calories a day. Loosing a lot.
Then my fucking boyfriend came round.
He makes me eat. He told my mum I'm not eating. She made me it. it was tragic. I can't believe he would betray me like that and THEN stuff me until I felt sick.
I haven't even done any exercise since friday.
Right, as of tomorrow I am not eating.
That's final.
It's so crap when people make you eat, but they are just trying to help you. Don't be too cross with your boyfriend. Also, atleast it wasn't a binge :) you can loose that weight!
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Lottie x
Thanks hun, I don't know how to get past them though and not eat! Any tips? x
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