Saturday, April 2
Not so Electric- feel.
Sorry I am posting a ridiculous amount, but this blog is such a good way of venting and letting out your feelings. Depression is fairly bad today, I feel really crap and I don't know why. But.. one year today since I was last admitted into hospital...wooo! =] Watching South Park.. fucking hilarious! :) Wow... stuck for things to talk about.. so i will stop boring you. Love you all, Chloe x
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I love south park too! And depression is hard to deal with as you well know, some people take pills, I didn't and it got really bad, but eventually it does get better. I Kind of figured myself out and learned how to stay aware of the difference between a real and justified emotion and a mental emotion. I.e. irrational emotions that are made from nothing. Going to the gym REALLY helps and creating goals and staying busy. Its kind of that idea that 'busy hands are happy hands' I know it sounds cheesy, but it does help. But seriously it will get better, eventually, you will feel like your part of humanity again. Btw, I know its almost hypocritical for me to say this, but 90lbs is a bit ridiculous and really unhealthy unless you are actually 4'10-5'0. Just saying think about it and be careful.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I'm on pills for it at the moment. And I don't really know about my weightloss goal, I just thought 90 sounded like a far away goal. If I like my body before then, then I will stop.
ReplyDeleteThanks for posting :)
Chloe x